Still trying to find my way

[Mystik]

In no particular order, the concerns I am going to tell the therapist I have:

• when he gets in trouble is insistent that I want him dead, no longer living with me and/or that I hate him
• has a fascination with death and dying (drew a picture of my sister getting struck by lightning and turning into a pile of ash)
• that I give him privacy on phone calls to H, is he too young?
• doesn't mention H or anything that happened while he was with H to me, he knows that it upsets me
• gets upset if someone is here when he returns home from H's
• been extremely defiant lately - flat out refuses to do things I ask him to, such as get himself dressed
• left voice mails to his father saying he wants a new father, or that H left him
• is very concerned with how I'm feeling, if I'm crying or not
• overall concerned that DS is internalizing things