Well the evening went quite well after the first few minutes. H had brought a framed collage of photos H had taken with son this weekend. I said to H "did you do this" and H said yeah right, I said you didn't, H said no I didn't "you know who" I said so she did the other one that you gave me a few months ago. H said well of course. I said why did you lie to me about it? H said because you get wacko. I said oh, I was seething inside, how dare she do something for our son, OW has met him once and that was in May, she has no reason to give our S anything, at leat in my eyes. She didn't do it for our S, OW did it for H!! Argghhhhh. So know in our S's room we have too framed photo collages that OW did for our S. I then said well I guess I should thank OW then. So then I asked H how his day was, H wouldn't answer me, so I said I guess I'm leaving and walked into the bedroom. I mean why can't he answer me when I ask a simple question...grow up for goodness sake.
H made supper, SS19 came over and we all had dinner together. H and SS were getting ready to go hunting this weekend and I said maybe I should go. We have a place this year to now. H said no you're not going. So I came upstairs to call one of my brothers to see if any of them, I have 4 brothers have a rifle I could borrow. My brother assured me I could get a gun if not from his then from my other brother who allegedly has ten guns. H came up at the time that I was talked to my brother and listened to the conversation. So when I got off the phone I went into the bedroom and H was sitting on the bed trying on hunting caps. He then asked me why I didn't ask to borrow one of his guns? I said H I don't want to bother you with all of this, I'd have to shoot sometime and I don't know when that will be so I'm not even sure if I'll go yet. I told H that I really wanted to go this year, I'm not sure why either, I just wanted to go, I want to get a deer. I said how long have I been hunting, over five years I think I haven't even got a deer, I've had plenty of changes, a few misses and H even said I've had more chances than him, and I have. We then started talking about all the times I'd gone before and the things that happened, like the year that H shot my buck, it had been hanging around me all morning and ended up close enough to H so H shot it. H then asked which hat looked better on him, I picked the one that I liked and said that it matched his eyes. H just looked at me. So then we went back downstairs where S and SS were. I then asked H where his stainless steel rifle was? H said why. I said because I like that rifle. H again asked why I liked. SS chimed in "she likes it because it's shiney" and I it black and stainless steel, bolt action, ruger....I just like the looks of that gun. H said I just gave it so and so today, you didn't tell me you were going to hun. I said who? He said a guy H works with and I said you mean he doesn't have his own gun...the guys a drunk for one thing. So then H told me I'd better get my license before Friday, I couldn't buy it later. So I am going to buy a hunting license, get a gun and hunt, not this weekend but next week a couple times.
So H layed with S till S feel asleep and gut up, grumpy. I gathered the things H was taking with him and then H said "what are you doing with S tomorrow night" I said going to a friends and said Why, H said well I was going to come over, and I said that would be okay and H just shook his head no. H does have a docot appt. on this side of town tomorrow so he could show up here. I told him good luck hunting and then I had to put my car in the garage so walked with him outside and said "I love you" as H was getting into H's truck.
So all in all a very good night. It's just too weird the way H acts and the fact that H doesn't live here, but with OW. H did make a few sexual advances to me tonight...just can't figure H out...if OW knew she'd flip and why then do I even worry about OW having any kind of real hold on my H???
