Thanks - RLay
I keep beating myself up for allowing myself to feel this much hurt over someone who is obviously so screwed up / but I see him as he was not as he is. I'm embarrassed by what he is - angry by what he is - hurt by what he is. It's funny how he believes he's been living a lie for so long when I and all who have known him and loved him actually see the life he is living now to be the lie.

Enough about him - I allowed myself to be hurt by this and I shouldn't have. I need to toughen up and move forward.

Thanks so much for your support


M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years
Ds-24,22/S-18
D - 3/11
A Day at a Time