A miserable milestone - H was at the game this morning and he is not wearing his wedding ring any longer. I had to leave at halftime and go into the bathroom and sob. What is wrong with me? It's like I am so thick-headed that I don't get the fact that he is done. I say I respect that is how he feels - but then I get blown away and hurt by the actions. I feel like this is so surreal - I used to look so forward to being at S's games together and enjoying watching him together. Now it is just painful. I know it's par for the course - but someone wrote in another thread that every newbie comes here thinking they will be the exception - and I guess I was one of them. Now I'm just the rule...and it hurts and I am broken.
M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years Ds-24,22/S-18 D - 3/11 A Day at a Time
