i guess i'm not listening to my body or feelings or something. h popped up today daughter and i were upset, turns our worlds upside down as compared to the days we don't speak or see him with no contact we are living life and somewhat happy.
as happy as one can be having been abdondoned 4 months pregnant with a 2 year old.
Me 39 H 30 d 18 previous marriage d 2.5 with H s 4.5months with H Seperation Nov09 july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline
