I'm not ready to say I am not going, but if the circumstances remain what they are now I don't believe I will be. I am set up for IC beginning 7/19 and plan to use that to open up about both this sitch and the grief I have over the death of our son. In all honesty, the two most painful things I think a person can go through are the death of a child and their spouse cheating/leaving and I get to deal with both in the space of 8 months. It's a wonder I'm not in a padded room.

Last edited by lookin4support; 07/11/10 03:52 AM.
M - 43
WAXW - 42
Married - 24 years
Together - 25 years
S - 23 - passed away 10/17/09
S - 22
Bomb - PA - 6/23/10 - WAW moved in with OM same night
D-day - 9/17/10