Training for a Marathon, Hoping for a Sprint

[lookin4support]

Hi again, folks. Been having a really, really bad day today. Asked her to call and when she did I did everything wrong. She is not the person I should talk to about how this is making me feel. To her credit, she listened and was polite, but I know better than doing that. After I ended the conversation, below is a paraphrase of the email I sent to her.

I won't call you again or ask you to call. I will drop off the dogs tomorrow, but won't have time to talk. You can bring them home Monday night. Just text me when you are on your way and I will leave until you let me know you have dropped them off. Until you decide you are ready to work on our marriage, not just on helping me, then I don't think we should talk. If you have a question, text me or email me and I will respond. I am thinking about whether I should go to on the trip or not, I will let you know when I decide. I will need to pick up your car Wed. afternoon, so make sure anything you need is out of it and that you have your truck key. I will not be coming in when I come to get it, or when I drop it back off on Thursday. I'm sorry, but until your relationship with him ends, I can't see you.

I will still be praying for you and our marriage everyday, and I will be forgiving you for your actions on a daily basis.

I love you and always will, but I can't live like this.

I really was listening, Pup. Thanks to all of you for your thoughts and encouragement. I will be needing it in the days to come.