I'm locked after a little over a week! And I think LL's still going strong...
H just called not too long ago, H got his buck last night, 11 pointer, he's a very happy man. He's on his way back here so that I can hunt this afternoon. He said he'll have to get it mounted, let's see we have six mounted already.
That's all I have to report for now, don't know what H's plans are for later, but I don't think he'll be staying and I hope H doesn't want to either.
The last week has actually been worse then everything leading up to his moving back..it's really tough when you think they've moved back and it was for all the wrong reasons. I think I've become a little more stronger through all of this though and THAT is a GOOD thing...
I feel for you, Cathy, but I am so glad you are being honest with yourself as well as with the R. I really think my H went through this too... only he did not put me through the heartache of moving back. The good things are that he obviously still sees your home as a safe place that he can come to, so this is there in his subconscious. So, if he can leave and grow a bit more, he will return again for good. Take care of yourself. Good luck hunting!
Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.
I had an awesome day!! The afternoon flew by and I took a shot at a buck!! Bad shot, just kind of knicked it, it was soo close too. Can't believe I didn't get it!! Oh well.
When I got back went out by H, he was still cutting up his deer. So I asked H if I could help, H asked if I'd go pick up his pictures, which I did and then when I got back I helped finished cutting up the deer. The deer meat is in our freezer and H is making sausage out of all of it! I had a real nice time helping H, too. H thanked me for helping him and also picking up his pictures.
H then grabbed some more clothes and put them in a bag. Asked me to distract S so he could put them in his truck. I said to H, just take them out S won't know and H said "I don't want to do that to him" and as H was leaving H said "I'll probably be back tomorrow night, the story of my life" what ever that meant?
Is H messed up or what? H was so nice to me today, H acted like he actually liked me, too!
Good for you Cathy! I'm glad to see that you keep on living despite what your H is doing. That's the key to surviving the roller coaster ride (sometimes you just get off the darn ride).
I haven't been posting as much, but I've been keeping up with you. You have a good frame of mind about all of this. I am so proud of you!!
P.S. I think they are nuts too!
Me 47 Ex H 46 Bomb 9/02 D final 3/04 Ex H now married to OW
------------ This is surviving. There is no such thing as a normal life, there's just life. So get on with it and enjoy it!
