I thought I would have been healed by now, not still having to think about the @sshole.
It can take quite a bit of time to heal completely.
Unfortunately, even when the ex is, (as you so eloquently put it), a "c*ck-sucking, motherf*cking, p!ss-poor excuse for a decent human being, bleeding carbuncle on the stank-@ss of the world",
you may still have to feel and grieve the loss of what you had, or what you thought you had.
