SM, what I meant was she isn't getting the reaction out of me she wants or is expecting.
She tells me and my D15 how proud she's been of me for making all these changes, then the other day she goes on her rant and say's I haven't changed at all.
This is the first time since she first dropped the bomb that she's starting to become mean again. I'm maintaining my cool and actually looking forward to moving on. It's unfortunate but necessary at this point.
Like I stated before I'm hanging on to a sinking ship. I need to move on before I let myself sink with it. I love her still, but I would never be with this woman as she is now.
Her and my daughters will be moving out in the next week and the house will be rented out. I'll find myself something else to rent or buy, and move on.
Hopefully this will finally bring me some sort of peace and closure.
Married 18 Me 39 W 37 D 15 D 5 Divorce Filed 8 April 2010 Beginning of Reconcile 8 Sept
