What I would REALLY like is to do is get to a place where I don't need a 3rd party. It's humiliating.
Besides what message does it send to him? I think it says I am weak and angry.
I don't think so at all! In my eyes, it's that you understand that he is not good to be around. His energy is weak and you're better not seeing him. You don't even have to be angry to be "above" his crud!
Oh no, I see there's another page. I should post this now and keep reading.
me, 30 WH, 29 D born June 2010 M: July 2001 Bomb/S: 1/14/10 Done with it all.