Piano, I was not always so strong! I did not dare think of life any other way than what I wanted! But I firmly believe we can't just flip a switch and make ourselves "strong!" You did say something about using your "thoughts" to make "actions" though. So true...
Ok so the reunion will probably be hard if they don't know your sitch. I won't lie! So prepare a quick excuse if you arrive and feel like you can't take it...although our babies always provide us with ready made excuses!
Just the other week I couldn't take the shiny happy mother-father couples in swim class so I still have a lot of growing to do....
me,34 exH,34 S,16 months S:3/31/09-left for OW started DBing 10/09 d final: sometime 10/10 current: http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2022856&page=1 met in 2004
