Hi everyone. I like this thread. Today's a hard day for me, and it's great to spend time with people who know exactly how you feel. I also wish I hadn't done all the pleading and hsysteria... I was so shocked to find myself in 'limbo' because the bomb came in the context of an international move, and in the 2nd trimester of a planned pregnancy. I am convinced my WH is scared of becoming a father, but he says he doesn't love me anymore after 15 years, and loves OW. Telling him otherwise hasn't worked. He's moving back to live with her on the other side of the world. Today our baby is just 6 weeks old. I am also losing the motivation to keep telling him how 'wrong' his decision is...only because I am tired, not because I don't beleive it. I just don't know how someone can walk out on a wife who has very little idea anything is wrong, when I've moved countries and am living out of a suitcase, and pregnant after fertility treatment? It's very easy for me to be 'right'..but as someone said, do you want to be right or do you want to save your marriage? I know I am scared of moving forward as a first time mother, without my best friend by my side. I don't know who I am. Except maybe for my values. I am still having trouble dropping the rope. sorry for the ramble... nikita, how old is your child?
Me 36; H 40 baby born in May M:13, T:15 Bomb (OW): Dec 09 began DBing: Feb WH overseas with OW old: http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2027369#Post2027369
