I heard back from the one officer, and the CO definitely got the email, and now I have his full email and contact info. I can correspond with him and give him anything he wants.
Believe me, I have enough to make your head spin. I actually told him that directly in an email, but didn't hear back. So I guess Monday I should hear something.
You know, getting the papers today didn't really bother me. When she got home from work, I didn't say a word. I just ignored her. I kind of have no desire to interact with her right now at all.
There have been more than a few women that have expressed interest in me and been flirty. It felt really good to feel desirable. As much as I wish I could save my marriage, I am realizing that she's just done so much to me that it would take so long to rebuild.
I guess you have to love the addict very toughly.
Keep building up your desireability kharma. It will help you if you want your wife back. What you don't want her to see is a shell of your former self.
