Okay, your choice. It just seems like you're pretty codependent and need someone to make you happy. It just sounded a little odd seeing as how just a few days ago you were close to suicidal.
Good luck though.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.