Yep like I said it happens to all of us. There's no logical reason why these things happen. You are missing her love and that's okay to feel. But then one day you'll get up and the pain will be less each time.

Check this out:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eA9272r7JNk

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER