I agree with you Timeheals, why change for the one person in the world that doesn't give a damn about you. It is good to work on yourself and get your mind off you current problem. But the idea of changing yourself to be better to the one that already dislikes you rubs me the wrong way. If I was the problem then i would need to change. When the WA is the screwed up one that you just have to find someone better. Heck, I can't do any worse than what i already had. I am still hurt and confused but I will be better in the long run. I still have the thoughts of the good memories and i just don't think of the bad stuff. I wonder why? It is stupid mind games that just make me feel bad.
