Well quick update - Court in 7 days. WAW is still with OM - but I now have OW whom I am dating and others wanting to date. I realize its not the best thing, but I am having fun and my mind is totally off waw when I am with my new girlfriend.
I admit i dont feel attached, and well slow is the big big keyword, but it is nice to have some one there to go out and GAL with.
I am hoping court goes well on the 15th and it looks as if DD1 will be with my sister fulltime then. We will just need to work out visitation and see if she is going to file.
If she does, Ill be fine. I have my oldself back, and well there are alot of fish in the sea. Im not going to keep myself down, because its all about happiness within.
If she does see the new me, and my changes well, I guess Ill have to make a hard decision. But at this point Ill be cool either way, cause I am having fun and enjoying life.
Thanks to the good words of ROBX which provided some emotional support. Timeheals I appreciate all your comments as well, as you seem to be a very wise DB'er.
I will update further after the case.
M 36 W 29 Together 2 1/2 years married 14 months Daughter 15 months Bomb 4/22/10 Separated since 4/25/10 OM 6/10/10 Hopeful, but moving on