Journaling......

I had a busy day this morning. Took son to swim lessons, and then to his check up at the doctors... This morning W went to work she had a bunch of clothes with her so I can only assume she's not coming home.

I don't know why I still worry about her or even care where she is at night. I never ask anymore but I battle with the thoughts in my head. It's hard to get past the fact that she could potentially be having a PA with OM. Something I need to get past.

Trying to stay busy today, my son is napping now so I have some free time to let my mind wander..... Maybe I'll go lay by the pool for a bit...


M: 36
W: 29
S: 2.5
EA: 2/2010 OM1
D Bomb: 3/2010
PA: 6/2010 OM2
W moved out 8/2010
Loc: DE, USA