Just journaling - nothing much happening from H side...trying not to think about what they are doing on their "vacation". I'm working hard trying to get everything organized before I go away to see my mom in a week, I'll be gone for couple of weeks...that's a long time not to be at work so have to set-up everything for business to function smoothly.

D is leaving one day before me, have to get her ready and off to the airport as well. H didn't even ask if he can be of any help picking her up from the airport when she comes back. We are both flying back on the same day, I will arrive 3 hours before her....I guess that I will go home for couple of hours and then back to the airport to get her....I'll be pretty tired by then with a 16 hour flight behind me and all together about 20hrs traveling time.

Had to e-mail H with some business stuff, got back a dry one sentence reply a day later. This really sucks...have to email him again today because he was supposed to let me know something before he left and he didn't...and I need to know....hate it hate it hate it....I wish that I didn't have to communicate with him right now....and I bet that's the last thing he wants...to have his wife sending him e-mails, spoiling the mood and reminding him of reality.

Other then that, went shopping and got some nice summer tops, missed my "rebuilding" get-together...just didn't want to listen to depressed people yesterday....today I'll be working on accounting with suntanning breaks by the pool (another hot day)...tomorrow have tennis planned and an evening with my girlfriend....and a bottle of wine lol

Have a great weekend everyone smile

M53 H54 D17
M33Y T38Y
Bomb OW 09/09
OUT 10/09 BACK 11/09 OUT 01/10
WANTS TO R 04/10 BACK with OW 05/10
Wants to Reconcile 05/11 I said NO