Just found out she already filed

[ImprovedRomeo]

Good points kat, I needed to hear that especially from a woman's pov, thanks.

I still second guess myself one because the D is not finalized and I don't know why but I feel like I shouldn't piss her off. Two, because me pushing her away I'm sending her straight into someone else's arms (ok I said it). I think the truth of the matter is that she'll do what she wants to do regardless of what I say or do. It's what happened during our last separation.