As Grit pointed out you need to grieve the loss. You need to feel it. Don't alway run the feeling Lala. Don't. In order for YOU to move forward this is a phase that you must go through. I wish I could tell you that there is a pill you could take to make it all go away but I can't. Having said this...remember...every thing in time. Please be gentle on yourself...
As SA mentioned - take this time for you. For your M. Take this time to heal to become stronger.
God Bless, Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
