First off, stop blaming yourself for her choices. YOU did not force her to marry this other guy. It was her choice. STOP beating yourself up for her poor choices.
Now start living for yourself. Even if you were to get back together, if you don't start taking care of yourself you're going to end up with two dysfunctional people again.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.