Shelby - HI!Its so strange - I was just wondering if there were any other pisces scorpio couples on the board G;ad to see you here and will look out for your sitch
Xin, I know I WAS doing so well I really dont like this rollercoastering, but you are right, I hae to step back again and focus on me, its just more of an effort on somedays
H came bounding in yesterday just before I was about to get ready to go out with the GF, her H, old school friend , her H and Brother (had babysitter), first time he's ever come over unannounced in 4 months.
H Spent 10 mins with S, romping with him, clearly in a very good mood, and then left, I think he was probably excited about something he had planned.
I just dont GET how someone can stop caring for someone after 12 years of being together quite happily. Everyone said we were the perfect couple? And its like he just flipped a switch, and now doesnt even ask about my day or anything
I suppose I'm still grieving the loss of him,cause all his actions seem to point to him being quite happy with the status quo and GAL is a little more of an effort while you're grieveing....
Did have a very good day yesterday,and night. I'm sad that I let myself feel sad for a few moments in it, becuase it would have been SUCH AN AWSOME day otherwise,took the day off, and was out with friends ALL DAY, doing things I love!
Anyway, onward ho I suppose....maybe today will be better emotionally...
G;ad to see you here and will look out for your sitch 
I really dont like this rollercoastering, but you are right, I hae to step back again and focus on me, its just more of an effort on somedays 