Well I talked to my friend and she understood. I don't know if I am doing the right thing by going but it looks like I am now. I will have to show my happy, playful side all day, no matter how confused I am. Hopefully this will be good for us.
Me:43 H:43 T:20 YRS M:15 YRS Bomb: 6/9/08 Bomb#2 7/6/10 Served with papers at work 7/13/10 DD:14, DD:11