H asked again this morning when I'll be moving out, as he is having problem finding another place to move to. I made the mistake of telling H I can move in with a friend when he first asked for a trial separation.
I would have cried my eyes out just a couple of weeks ago. Now i just feel my heart ache, but no tears. I think this is progress.
I cannot believe how my H has transformed from a sweet loving H to this heartless monster who is totally indifferent to my plight! Is this a sign of a mental issue? Or have I really made his life so bad during our M to makae him hate me this much?
Xin to H: that's unfortunate that you haven't found another place to live. I have decided that I do not want to move and will continue to stay here.
And, no, you didn't "make" H hate you. H is playing head games w/you & himself to justify his A & OW.
M & H: 40 M: 5.5 T: 7.5 OW: 7/09 Bomb: 9/09 Sep: 3/10 H files 7/10
