Journaling:

H asked again this morning when I'll be moving out, as he is having problem finding another place to move to. I made the mistake of telling H I can move in with a friend when he first asked for a trial separation.

I would have cried my eyes out just a couple of weeks ago. Now i just feel my heart ache, but no tears. I think this is progress.

I cannot believe how my H has transformed from a sweet loving H to this heartless monster who is totally indifferent to my plight! Is this a sign of a mental issue? Or have I really made his life so bad during our M to makae him hate me this much?


M 39
H 41
T9 M6
EA found Dec 09
Separated Apr to Jun 10
Currently in house separation