Nothing fits

[mishka422]

Michelle - He actually had to manually input all of his numbers into the new phone - no sim card. So that means he made a conscious decision to put her number in there. I don't know if he has taken it off yet. I'm giving it a few more days and then I'll ask him to show me.

We have such a good time together but a R is about being open and honest, not just spending time in each other's company. I need closeness and I'm not getting that. Of course, that is how it has always been so this is nothing different. I guess I've just realized that I need more and he's not willing (or able) to give that. Now the question is.....can I live with that? Can I live with having a superficial R with someone who will never share his inner thoughts or true desires with me? What is that? It's roommates. Is this truly better than being alone? In some ways yes, in other ways no.

Ok, I've had enough of "Deep Thoughts" (remember the SNL skit with Stewart Smalley? LOL) for today.

It's HOT AS HECK here today! We're paying for the absolutely beautiful 4th of July we had. It's 98 here today and with the humidity we're looking at a heat index of 103-104. ICK! NASTY!