Stay in the moment and live day by day. If you're focused on what's missing, lacking or what you wish you had you will remain in this state.
You have to shift your focus off of him and the situation and place it on yourself and what you need to do or who you want to be.
It's work, not wishing. You can do this.
In time these feelings will become less severe and less frequent. Stay focused on you moving forward in a positive way. Do something different, do something you've wanted to do but couldn't. Step outside your comfort zone...whatever, anything to keep you moving forward.
