Well here I am now. Moved over from DBD

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Thanks guys,

You are right of course. Just easier said than done.

When I met her I was in my mid 20s and she was in her early 30s.
I was strong back then and was used to being on my own and even without my own home (was in the Navy).

But now being almost 50 I find myself very insecure and unsure of my future.

Dating thing is not really working out for me right now either and this has contributed to my depression. Seems that a lot of women my age are almost always divorced (sometimes multiple times) and have even bigger issues than my XW has.

It's scarry to think that my next relationship could be even worse than my separation and divorce.

I got sort of an omen a few days ago. We had a favorit restaraunt that we went to every week that closed down ten years ago. Well they just opened up again with the same owners and we knew them well. I will dine there this weekend. Im not one to believe in fate or signs but this did kind of seem like a sign to me.

Thanks for the kind words. I just wish I could get her out of my head and my heart but I can't.