I don't care... and I am really mad. I am waiting to find the right time to confront him - as i can't continue like this.

I'm not wrong looking at through his stuff am I?

Its so hard - I have come to terms with it all & i have forgiven both of them - well on most days - but i still want to kill them both and i still think "if only i never let him go" - a hard one. But i suppose I must look at how much stronger I am now - and this has made me a better person.