Don't give up, you were doing so well. Stay strong. Don't get sucked in trying to analyse your H's actions again, it downward spiral. Remember you can't control those.
Your H's probably trying to out-do you in the GAL department - don't let him win, go and do better!
M 39 H 41 T9 M6 EA found Dec 09 Separated Apr to Jun 10 Currently in house separation