Thank you par4me I reckon Gods ears are a bit tired of hearing my prayers by now
I just wish that I knew what he was thinking. I wish he would talk. I wish I knew WHY he just walked away.
He gave me a million reasons, he'd changed, his needs had changed, he hasnt been happy in ages, our sexlife want good enough, I didnt get along with his parents, he needed to find himself and do things HE wanted to do, I never supported him enough, he needs someone who would take his nonsense, It was me, then it wasnt me, he married too young, I deserve better.
A gazillion things all just came rushing out ,out of the blue!
And a couple months ago, I asked about if he wanted D, he said 'Not just yet'. ???? Huh??
Then I get to wondering, WHY not just yet? Too much money for him? Hes not sure if he wants to?
WHATS GOING ON!!!!!
I guess I'm still a little shell shocked some days.
I reckon Gods ears are a bit tired of hearing my prayers by now 