I am still working on me so I am in no means an advice giver. If you want your M than it can happen but DBing is not about saving the M it is about changing yourself so that you are better to cope and relate to the M that your a losing or about to have. Just sleep, and sleep well. Fight your fight tomorrow, make a plan. So many people have no plan, just spontanous fights that makes things worse.Read more of the posts. You will learn alot. You can then form a plan of action. You will be a better person in the long run M or no M. And you don't know if he doen't want you. I told my wife I didn't want her. We don't read minds or even actions sometimes on this site. We wait. We wait. And we don't say hurtful things and we don't make irational decisions. If it is over then let it go. If there is still hope than set back , relax, and wait and see. Hard to do I know. Someone is not going to miss you if they know they can have you anytime. This is a fact. I have used this DBing tactict many of times.