Par, Papaya- THANK YOU. You have eased this bad night just by being out there, reading and with a kind response.
Amen to becoming that even better person - happier and more fulfilled and at peace for ourselves, and maybe eventually, who someone more worthy will appreciate. I've already been working ongoing for years on becoming that person pre-bomb (that's just who I am, and always a work in progress); WAS is just not evolved enough to realize what he had...I go back and forth now about what I want for my M. I did not want to be where I am- and w/ a young child to boot. But those other days I think, as Gucci or robx says: why would I want to try desperately to win back someone who doesn't want me?
