Telling anyone who would listen he great he was & how bad I was.
Ummm... lots of abusive fights. In front of our kids. On both of our parts.
All of that anger, tied up with a big bow of confusion.
Not the gift I felt I deserved for being such a good wife.
ha.
I don't condone the way he treated me. I don't think any of it was okay. But I sure understand why he did it.
At least now I do.
And I will never do that to any man again. Any one, really.
Hard lessons learned.
You know...I think I'll post an entry from my thread in newcomers when I was over there. It was one of my first light bulb moments. Little did I know that the lightbulb moments would soon come to look like a strobe light going off in my head. lol
I'll put it in my thread. Link in my siggie.
formerly known as "shelbel" Me 40, stbxh 40 DSs 9, 7 & 3 M9, T10 Stbxh is a diagnosed bipolar & an addict. The end.
