Dude, you are still fixating on all the negative garbage she's spewing and taking it seriously... I won't beat that dead horse any further... we haev ALL told you to STOP fixating on it because its bringing you down and making it harder for you to fight...
You gotta put on that suit of armor and let the negatives bounce off...
Good job holding your end up sir... I konw this is hard, but I think you are learning and this will benefit you for the rest of yoru life... however that may turn out... I still don't buy her negatives... I think she's SHOWING you anger to MASK how miserable she is...
I think her confusion and frustration and yes even GUILT is all buried under a mountain of anger that she uses to hide her feelings...
YOU need to stop listening to the voice on the surface and trust the ten years she gave you... THAT is still under there
