Completely Blindsided

[blind]

It that what detaching is? Getting so tired of the pain that you end up numb? That sucks.

I'm tempted to go NC... not because I think it will help my sitch, but because I've got to start living for me and not living for her email replies.

And yeah, if they're not willing to try, not making any of the effort, then it starts to feel like beating your head against a wall.

Facebook is a toxic thing in situations like ours... I need to do the cull. I'm still not ready, but I'm getting there.

I know what you mean though, I'm feeling oddly like the last 10 years didn't happen... I never left home, I'm still here, and didn't fall in love at all.

I've been getting loads of time chatting with mates online the last few days and they've all been fantastic. I have some really special people around me, and that's just awesome. I need to count my blessings and remind myself of just how lucky I am.

... hard to see the woods for the tress some times.