Scwred up and need advice

[CPCajun]

I am pulling some strings on getting advise from another L. So I hope this is a go to take over the house...and the bed.

...oh yes I know W..and her redhead anger. She will go balistic and most like call the Sheriff. I am sure stuff will be thrown, things will be broken. I guess she is really intrested.

I say all this as I "did" know her. Things such as A is completely unexpected, anything is possible I guess. Either way I am ready to move on.

Its the getting baited into a fight. I know I can do it, but it will be one of the hardest fights to not engage.

...Camera phone. Pfft. All I have is this POS company Blackbarry. LOL....I do intend to bring a tape recorder with me. If I pull this off it will not only CYA, but could be a valuable teaching tool. (I'd see about doing some editing before publishing it.)

As for negative emotions, I dont think I have any. I have is love for W. I am not angry, just hurt.

I do see W differently now, not like I did before the A. Not the mad love as before. I still see it and granted I still would lay my life on the line for her,but when I do all I picture is OM. I am sure this is normal behavior and in time, will pass.