I gave up...filed for D

[luvless]

Hi guys,

I'm just journaling...I've had a couple of restless nights. I guess contact with X really gets to me. He's emailed me a couple times yesterday and he's coming to take the kids to dinner tonight. It's probably knowing he'll be around and it just bothers me.

I think it's really dumb to feel this way but I do. My daughter has been very depressed and had a break down yet again last night. She continues to say she doesn't want to live. I feel immense pressure and feel like running away. I am all alone in parenting. I believe this divorce has caused her so much extra angst.

Ok...I'm gonna try to make the best of today and I'll check back in.

Luv