Scwred up and need advice

[CPCajun]

I signed up. It was no longer an active account. But yes TH an Sgfan. It does say something. My W does want need the attention and someone to validate her feelings to. I admit I was not there for her.

I know y'all will hate me(Puppy, Coach,Sandi), but I do reach out to her first. I never did before. I try not to push or seem needy though. I start some chit chat and stop. I find that this works. If it works you keep doing it right? Plus doesn't this fill her time with me instead of OM?

I know once I bust A with OM, things will change. Hopefully