If You Forget Me #71

[AliSuddenly]

Hey K
I'm not sure I know what to say anymore sweets. It seems you are constantly testing him, to breaking point almost. Not deliberately, but you cant help yourself. And who could blame you after all that happened and unfortunately, all that you read and saw. Like FG said, what was it about your character he wasnt happy with? I said before, he doesnt always express himself openly, so when he does, even if its during an argument, maybe you should listen?? As afterall, not listening leads to bombs... (yes and that goes for him too!).

I remember 2005-2006 and my friends urging me to get a grip and stop behaving like x, y, z, but I said I couldnt, I was like a speeding train, like I had to behave that way, I had no choice, couldnt help it.

But thats not true and looking back, I regret the way I behaved and the things I 'let' happen. I should have looked at the bigger picture and did what was best for the rest of my life, not that short 1-2 year time period. But I wouldnt listen to well meaning advice. Can you look at the bigger picture, longer view?

xxx