What does this mean?- the WH's regrets?

[newmama]

Whoa, your MIL is still not "getting it?" It must be due to not being able to face the fact her son did this. I wonder if your FIL will talk to her about it since he sees the reality. I bet even just over the next month, your MIL will start to see the truth.

About sleeping- are you asking if my nights are smooth? Well here is the absolute truth and maybe married moms do this too- I can't sleep through the night, even if S is sleeping through the night, because I wake up 1-2x to check on him! I look in the video monitor and see if he has a blanket or is still breathing. Then I will go to his room and put his blanket back over him if need be.

On nights that he is with stbxh, I sleep like a rock! (as long as I am not feeling depressed or anxious that day!)


It's hard, Gatsby...I wanted so badly for stbxh to have to take him alone and do it alone for a week just so he could see what I had to do...YOU ARE DOING AN AWESOME JOB!!! Feel proud! I mean it!