Oh yea Coach, I forgot to add one other thing. She said this afternoon that her current sitch, even with all she has to endure, was in her mind the "lesser of two evils" direct quote. So it would seem in her mind , I wounded her so deeply with my ignoring her that she would rather endure what she is now then risk her trust or heart with me. Dont know how that factors in to validating that her current sitch sucks if she viewes us being together as worse.
