I'm glad you decided to post here, there is a lot to be gained by following the advice you will get from here.
Amazing people on this board.
I don't know whether your H is in MLC or suffering from something more drastic. In the end it won't matter at all. This really is all about you.
I think you have a good start.
And I agree with jack about ending it. Even my friends IRL don't understand the philosophies of DB. There is no way any man who wants to be a priority in my life (which would only be fair in a R, I know) would understand why this is going so slowly, or why my heart is still hurting, or why I don't relish talking about how much I hate my H.
Or even why I *don't* hate my H. How I *can't* hate my H.
These aren't things that people who haven't walked this walk can understand. Ever.
He will be okay.
Your focus needs to be on you.
formerly known as "shelbel" Me 40, stbxh 40 DSs 9, 7 & 3 M9, T10 Stbxh is a diagnosed bipolar & an addict. The end.
