Still trying to find my way

[Mystik]

Still feeling emotionally detached. On the plus side, that means H isn't able to get to me. On the downside, that means I'm also detached from DS and my family. Can't win them all I guess.

I feel oddly calm, not stressed about everything. Just have a sense of peace that it will all work out. Don't know how or when, though.

I do fear that when my emotions return that feeling of calm will go away and I'll be unsure of the future again.