I really thought I was doing better here. I realize now that I am not. Okay. I will do it next time, like the ways you are all telling me. Flat out not talk about anything but what do you need....here's what I can do for you. And that, only after he has contacted me several times and me ignoring him.
Thank you for being so patient with me. I'm really sorry that I am having such a hard time getting all of this, I really am. I am trying so hard. I'm glad that I have been able to keep myself from calling hm though, that is a huge thing for me. And I'm having a little bit of a life myself, that is another huge thing for me. Now if I can just keep myself from being stupid any more along the way. *sigh*