Becoming more anxious in light of H's return from Europe tomorrow. Not sure what to expect from him and I don't want my words or actions to blow it. I know that is definitely not the right behavior or being fair to myself but I still feel like the pressure is on!
I know you are new to all this but you have got to remove yourself from this, try to separate yourself from your emotions. I know that is a big thing to do but you can do it.
You are in the storm right now and you are creating it, it is all inside of you. We will be here to support you but you got start this now. You feel like your M hangs in the balance with every interaction, every conversation, every text, any opportunity to communicate with your H.
You have got to understand this right now.....
THIS IS GOING TO TAKE TIME......
THE PLACE YOU WANT TO BE IS FAR AWAY......
YOU CAN GET THERE BUT YOU HAVE TO START TAKING STEPS IN THAT DIRECTION.....
THE STEPS ARE SMALL BUT YOU WILL SEE THE PROGRESS, YOU CAN DO THIS....
WHAT YOU HAVE TO ASK YOURSELF IS..."WILL I MAKE THE CHOICE TO TAKE THIS PATH, THE PATH LESS TRAVELED, THE PATH FILLED WITH OBSTACLES AND ADVERSITY.....SO LISA, WILL YOU?
Formerly "missherlove"
Me49 XW49 M17 T19 S16 D20
Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free.
