I'm back and looking for insight

[kat727]

Sorry, but I haven't. She stuck with me through all of it. I remember there were times that I didn't know how I was going to make it to the next week without her. Gradually we moved to once a month and then we both knew it was time to stop. My then H actually went a couple times with me, but it really just gave her some perspective to work off of becasue he wasn't trying anything to fix us. He actually told me he would die without his affair partner. He should have done the honorable thing and died then, IMHO. lol

Maybe you should just go to the C for you.

kat