Okay since we got all the wax and likker in its rightful place, thanks Eric...I will do a little update.
I think I overdosed on my W over the weekend, I have done this before and paid the price. Yesterday driving down to FLA. with the kids was hard and so was the evening at my mom's. The pain was "bearable" (nickel Eric) the pain is familiar, I know it and I know it does not last.
Today is a new day and I am on vacation with the kids so I am going to take off here in a minute.
My W texted me this morning, I thought she would want to talk to the kids, not so.....just wanted to find out how S10 (formerly S9) enjoyed his birthday and what we did. We texted back and forth about the kids getting older and changing. She said she would talk to them later, and wished me a good day as I did to her in return.
Just notating that I can count on one hand the number of times we have communicated and it was initiated by her and it was not to talk to the kids or facilitate their pick up or drop off. It felt good and it was nice just to have a little conversation with her.
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Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free.
